Been stalking dental students for the past 2 hours…man i am sad. But in my defence, their life seems pretty gooood. :)

also, i was not aware of how many ppl are aiming to do med at my school its cray.

STILL DO NOT KNOW WHAT I  FKN WANT TO DOOOOOO UGH

guess i gotta study and that’s all i need to focus on right now. 

Homagawshh! so yes first week of holidays is already gone! how depressing. and i have officially just deactivated my fb for the 5th time again. No joke, the first time i deactivated it this holidays was so stupid cos i instantly logged back in remembering i had inboxed a friend and was still waiting for a reply, lol. I really have not been as progressive as i wanted to be, after getting my reports and all. so yeah, trying to cut the amount of net i use per day hopefully will give me more of my life back. (asif)

i am still yet to start on my Bio and Ext eng assessments. happy i have already progressed with the other two. qoute ‘progressed’ why dont i ever completely finish things argh, pains me. i cbf for exteng. honestly, i am dropping that bloody stupid subject anyway! it has not benefited me in any way at all this yearrrr. and still, our teacher expects us to pull our wages when she dont teach jack. and as for school work and note making, need to be done to. 

today i started a new chem tutor! lol@joining the bandwagon. it was awkwardly interesting :L if that even makes sense, yeah. and i am trying this thing where i start to go library every satz from now on, lol. The past week i have been out to a picnic, city/uts, shopping, library and tutor. 

Okay, i pray the remainder of this week will be progressive!! and hope everyone else makes the most of their holidays :)

YAYAY E.L.F products came today :-)

So earlier in the year, i decided to cash out on a prepaid visa debit and since then i had not made any use of it. but tonight, i did!! except, i don’t know if my purchases were really…worthwhile or even necessary of that matter. but whatevs, cos you know what they say yeah dats right YOLO. haha, wtf.

Anyhoodles, tomorrow i’ll be spending my day at the library getting down and dirty with duh mathematics. …did i just say that? omg. but yeah, hopefully i will make use of my time and have a productive day!! 

GTFO, i’m trying to be assertive and organisational or whatever the fk it is, here and you don’t even give a shit. When usually, you would be the one ordering me around. well, fuck that i’ll just do whatever i bloody want whenever i bloody want. 

Term 2 of school has already begun and we are already hitting week 5! WOW. this has not entirely hit me because it feels like i haven’t been to school properly in a while now. so many things have been happening. Right after holidays we had  Half Yearlies which went for around 3 weeks. During these weeks, everyone was on and off because we only had to attend school during our exam period and it was the best!! Beside the overly cramming and studying part. Then! after exams were over, we had a three day camp. Now i haven’t been to camp ever since year 7, so i was expecting some brighter days. But, no i didn’t have the best of the time i hoped. I wouldn’t say it was bad, but it was okay. Highlights would be Helen’s imitation of a guy od-ing from a drug video we had to watch, trivia night and a semi party near the beach @ night where i experienced my first… no its not what ur thinkin lol..STROBE LIGHT FUARRRRR, dat shit was cray!! (noob i know) anywayz! so we basically spent 270 dolla to watch very explicit drug video and learn about drugz. c00L. came back home and was forever happy to be back in my bed :3

After that week, school had finally commenced back to normal. Monday we got most of exam results back, and i am overly depressed on my results. Goes to show what and who i am competing with, fml. But i guess the only thing to do now is to study harder!!! MUCH harder, faaaaarrkk. On tuesday we had an English excursion to the Opera House to watch Romeo and Juliet!! it was awesome. and now today, there was a strike in the morning at school, so i decided to stay home. I was really considering and planning to go to school last night, but then i woke up and felt too cozy in my bed. i even woke up real early but just stayed in bed for like 3 hours on my ipod trololol. i mean, why would i not take a day off school when i have the chance to? i freaken hate it, anything to keep me away from the hole. you only live once thats the motto nigga yolo we about it errday errrday errdayy (8) on another note, I must remain calm and be normal.